argh, damn you !

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me


kepada kamu dengan seluruh amarahku 


aaargh ! damn you !
kenapa tiba-tiba bodoh didepanmu
kenapa ?
kenapa aku membalas senyummu saat itu ?
kenapa aku tidak marah ?
harusnya aku yang duduk disana !
harusnya aku yang tertawa bersamamu
harusnya aku yang menangis bersamamu
harusnya aku yang bersamamu saat itu
bukan dia tau dia, dia, dia, dia, dia 
harusnya aku marah padamu !
karena membawa peremuan-perempuan itu ke tempat kita berdua biasa bersama !
aku bukan meminta balas jasa, tapi ingat siapa yang datang saat kau sakit ditengah hujan dan petir ?
siapa yang menemanimu dikala kau bimbang ?
siapa yang membuatkanmu makanan yang mirip seperti masakan ibumu ?
siapa yang menemanimu ketika kau merindukan ayahmu ?
siapa  ?
siapa yang menemanimu ketika kau menangis ?
siapa ?
dia ? dia ? dia ?
siapaaaa ? 
jawab ! tatap mataku 
sadarlah sebelum aku benar-benar pergi 
dan tak ada lagi disisimu untuk selama-lamanya